I went skiing with my friends and family to start off the new year. It was a fun day, and I couldn’t help thinking about a ski trip this time last year. While trying out snowboarding for the first time (without a helmet, on icy snow) I got a concussion. Another first for me.
What a crazy experience! I sort of “woke up” and had no idea where I was, how I got there, what year it was, and I couldn’t remember any details of the day or the days before. Most of all, I was confused about why I had a snowboard on my feet since I knew I wasn’t a snowboarder. I was afraid years had passed in which I had become a snowboarder and I couldn’t remember them. I knew my name, but couldn’t remember much else.
It got me thinking about those movies with memory loss as a central element. And since I’ve been on the topic of spiritual forgetfulness… I'm not usually one to defend the chick flick, but I can’t pass up an opportunity to use a chick flick to illustrate a spiritual truth (I have often thought the value of the chick flick lies in it's ability to point us to our true desires, which is why we're ashamed to admit we like them... but that's another blog). Stories of memory loss seem to be a favorite of the genre, and in particular, of Rachel McAdams.
Her movies The Notebook and The Vow share this theme. In one, Alzheimer’s takes her memory and in the other, a car accident. But in both, she becomes hostile or indifferent toward the one she loves as a result of her memory loss. And that is the tragedy of the story—what makes it heart-wrenching—that she could forget how much she loves, how much she is loved, how much they shared, what is true.
And I think that is the tragedy of our love story with God. We so often live as if we’ve forgotten. We live as hostile or indifferent toward the lover of our souls. But what makes it beautiful (just like in the movies) is that He doesn’t give up on us! He keeps pursuing. He is patient with our forgetfulness. His love doesn’t run out. And that is what inspires our love. His relentless love draws us back. What a beautiful love story (even better than a chick flick... See? This is what we desire).
So the good news is that in spite of our forgetfulness, God calls us back to Him, reminds us of Who He is, of who we are, and what is real.
Are you aware of God’s relentless pursuit of you? How are you responding?